The Waiting Begins!

Last Saturday I took the LSAT. Everyone keeps asking me how I feel about it and to be honest I feel like I still want to be sick. I turned in my applications so I feel so relieved that everything is all done and complete. I just so badly want to hear that I got in somewhere! I mostly want to move in to an amazing apartment and be on my own again.  I need to live in my own space with my own things on my own terms. This will be the first time that I have ever lived out of state and I am so ready.  I have really been enjoying my time here for the last seven months, but now that I am free from the law applications I am enjoying myself even more. I have such a fear at the same time of it all not working out. Does anyone else feel like they do everything they can, but it is still never good enough? I was talking to someone tonight about how upsetting it is sometimes how people get things handed to them, but he said something so true to me, it wouldn't be as fulfilling if I didn't have to work for it. When I look back on my life I will see I worked my ass off and over came so much to get where I am today! I hope that for everyone.